~infodigiusa

Well its about time I updated this... I have a question for you all. Do you know any artists who are open to do commissions. Weather it be you or your friends. If you do know someone who's commission lines are open let me know either my sending me a note or replying to this journal.

Ideally I would like to get some people to draw my OC's. if you know any artists who draw non-hentai nudity that would be helpful as well. I really appreciate me.

To all those who comment on my artwork, thank you very much. I really appreciate it!!

This morning I just found out that my Grandmother from my Dad's side of the family died this morning around 4:00 am.


...... This is the first time I've dealt with a death in the family since my uncle died back in 1992.

Its the 4th month anniversary of the day I lost my previous job. So far nothing remotely close to a job, internship or even a volunteer position. I applied to every company in Chicago, Illinois, Wisconsin and Indiana and even as far as Michigan and all I get a rejections. Some are really nasty too, real confidence destroyers. Oh this will help someone who HAS NO CONFIDENCE WHATSOEVER. Even the local grocery stores, restaurants and retail shops wouldn't hire me. Some say that they are not hiring, other say I'm "overqualfied"
How the hell can I be overqualified to be a cashier or a bagger. MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE.

How am I not good enough for an UNPAID INTERNSHIP!!! WTF WHO DO I HAVE TO SLEEP WITH TO GET MY FOOT IN THE DOOR!!!!

I've lost the will to draw. In other words, I've lost the will to live. I WANT A JOB GOT DAMMITT AND I'll DESTROY EVERY LIVING THING ON THIS PLANET IF I DON'T!!!!

Just playing with the Journal CSS one last time before I lose my Deviant Art Subscription...

Some Updates:
Still haven't found a real job yet, so my freelancing crucade continues. Each and every day just about every hour I'm looking for a job. E-mailing every company, looking through every ad for graphic artist, web designer, etc, etc, and I keep getting the same thing, either no replies or rejection letters. -____-

Though I have been getting more freelance work but 100 dollars per website isnt going to cut it. I just emptied out my bank account paying off my student loans and my new laptop computer. =__=

More arts coming soon but because of my job search, artwork is not a priority anymore. heck i may never submit another art piece on Deviant Art ever again since. I don't think the world is going to end because my artwork is not being submitted here.

For a city as big as Chicago... there certainly isn't any jobs out there for me. Thats for fucking sure. All i get is rejections saying I don't have enough experience or I'm overqualified for a entry-level job or internship. WTF!!

Its my birthday..... nobody cares. I'm pretty much doing the same thing I do every year... sit on my ass and bitch about it.

Still no job, no money and no signs of it changing. I even applied to work at regular jobs and they all say I'm Overqualified.